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Hey there sinners
it’s adam nox and welcome to another episode of the cult of you
i want to start off with a couple of just quick announcements so firstly as i’ve mentioned in my last video on the shaman for us there’s a couple of changes that is going to be coming forward um with the show as well as with my own work now as a result of me kind of implementing those changes the next few months basically from now until december there will be a bit of a slowdown on the content that i put out on this channel i’m not stopping by any means there’s still going to be content there’s still going to be some episodes some interviews they’re still going to be like bull still going to be doing the astrology pieces we’re still going to be bringing out content we’re just slowing it down a little bit and the main reason for that is because i’m starting work on new content uh just different styles just different directions i want to take the show in things that i think will be more interesting to you and it’ll be a lot more fun for me to create as well alongside that the teams run there’s going to be some new segments and new pieces coming out all of them are scheduled for december alongside the launch of our app which i mentioned but with that i do want to kind of highlight one thing if you are somebody that’s interested in my course of the cult of view that course is basically going to be closed as of the end of this month um i’m not completely terminating it but there are components of it that are moving into my demandership program members if you are a member of that course don’t worry your lifetime access as i promised does stay but i’m going to basically stop selling that course at the end of this month so essentially from august 2022 and that course will no longer be available for sign up so if you’re still keen to get in now is your kind of last chance to kind of sign up for that program um a large portion of that course will be re-released inside of the which i am app as a learning path with some components around that but some of the other components in there i quite frankly just think they’re a little advanced um and they can be very easily misrepresented or can be harmful if somebody didn’t follow that work progressively so that’s going to change um that’s going to be released in a different format and again the app is going to come out at the end of the year the new shows and everything is going to come out and again we’re not going anywhere we’re just going to go through a little bit of a rebranding exercise kind of organizing the segments the cult of view name we own is going to stay the same there is going to be more of a blog that really dives more deeply into these subjects and the authors and the other thinkers inside of the community we’re bringing out the store um there’s going to be the app which i am and the which i am app is basically going to be where all our training programs and the training programs of other teachers are going to be one of the things that is really important for me as we kind of go into this i wanted to make sure that i leave you with something useful and i always kind of start my segments off and remind you to live deliciously what can still give would still like the taste of butter and pretty dress what’s thou like to live deliciously yes it’s always been this thing associated to the devil and associated to the heathen lifestyle of pleasure and ecstasy and it’s really something that i think is one of the more misunderstood concepts and in our world today it’s one of the things that most people seem to be very deeply disconnected from they don’t know how to live deliciously and when they do they turn it into something that’s corrupt in fact a very interesting correlation is how we see the transition from dionysus into bacchus by the influence of the romans between from that greek initial kind of idea dionysus was the reveree of the altered states it was the pleasure of the abandonment it wasn’t the drunkenness it wasn’t the abuse of these things in fact those were kind of no-no’s in many ways it was only when the idea of bacchus kind of came in where was the lord of drunkenness and essentially the pleasure gone corrupt it kind of reminds me of um there’s a phrase that i really kind of disdain and it’s something when little kids sometimes get too much of what they want you know parents will often say oh you’re so spoiled we kind of say that is an enduring term but it’s really a bad thing where we get to link this idea of having pleasure or having abundance or having like we’re spoiled like reciting like gonna be rotten fruit you know so that every time that there’s some joy or pleasure there’s gonna be an extreme price to pay and it’s the same kind of attitude that prevents us from really opening ourselves up to joy because we have this default attitude the more you open yourself up to joy the more likely the pain is going to come so today i want to dive into that i want to explore how to live deliciously what’s the keys to ecstasy how do we find more joy and more juice out of life and how do we stop limiting the joy and the pleasure that we have so without any further ado sit back relax and let me show you how to live deliciously waving [Music] [Music] [Music] so [Music] i think it’s with a little bit of tongue-in-cheek that i chose my coffee cup today right and um the reason i did that is because i remember this one time on facebook camp um i was watching a reel and it was from this um new age christian whatever um it was from this you know little orthodox kid that’s trying to like sound like he’s in the know and he was talking about how love is the law do what thou will shall be the whole of the law and he used this as a premise for an argument that said that you know all these people in the occult they have no morality they don’t have any integrity they’re all about you know just like doing what you want and not having reverence for the other and that’s why that’s always around with the devil and everything and i i mean i i astrally slapped this guy because it just it just reminded me of the level of ignorance and also again the danger of sometimes letting information out for non-initiates i mean it’s not that you know the person is you know a complete and total idiot it’s just our fault in many ways as a cultist and practitioners out there you know we we put out information sometimes without the context that’s necessary to it it’s really why there is that big little notice at the start of this video that goes hey there’s a lot more to this do your research one little video can’t give you all the answers but at the end of the day this is why initiation existed right initiation existed to basically say look you first need to know this get that down and then you move on to this level right same thing in our educational systems right you can’t expect um a grade one to suddenly understand like university-level mathematics right it’s just it’s it’s ridiculous you know or for a little baby to kind of understand the deep complexities of biology and its effects on human behavior you wouldn’t you wouldn’t care to right and this is really what the problem is we’re especially in today’s world with tick tock and all these other things we’re throwing out ideas and they’re being misrepresented it’s like the statement by joseph campbell follow your bliss absolutely great advice you know for an entrepreneur or for somebody actively doing therapy horrible advice for a pervert or a drug addict or somebody that’s a serial killer or a narcissist they’re context dependent and there’s a lot of these things that need to be taken into consideration so often times when we take up the statement live deliciously you know uh do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law and obviously that’s a more complex idea there is a lot of these pre-established ideas and stages of development that is necessary for one to grasp these higher liberated levels of life this is a very important thing that’s one that i see in the left hand path very very actively and it’s the kind of gateways of dante’s inverter and the reason i use that reference is because if we look at the kind of model of hell and dante’s inferno we see almost like these oceans of depression and sorrow matters almost like as precursors to the the journey that lies ahead and this is a very interesting thing that i find very clearly in the path there’s so many that try and talk about the magic and the mystery of the you know the powers of the dark side and all these things like that but then they’re miserable human beings they’re deeply impoverished not just financially but i mean emotionally they’re always at the effect of the world and what other people are doing they’re always in reaction this is firstly not a very spiritually developed you know kind of state this is somebody that runs out to you know demons and things out there as a way to escape the drama with inside themselves this is not at all the left hand path or the path of the occult or the spiritual paths in the first place that isn’t just an unhealthy human being that’s emotionally and psychologically immature and looking for quick fix solutions they’re definitely not anything what this path is about this path is fundamentally one of self the transmutation the alchemy of self to liberate from the soul from the self these divine gifts these shiddish and the shitties are not necessarily just powers they’re states of being they’re qualities of joy because the magus understands that i don’t want money for money right i don’t want a car because i want a car i want a car because it gives me freedom to move so i want freedom of expression you know or i want status there’s emotional and psychological states that are behind these things right these are the big things i don’t want love because i want more people around me in that sense i want the people around me because i want a sense of connection i want to say some love i don’t necessarily just want physical bodies i want that intimacy i want that connection these are the things that i’m really after but as we begin this journey of personal development and that’s really what it calls as a music occultism is self-help on steroids it’s personal development and growth on steroids that’s what it really is at its root it’s getting to the next level it’s not repressing or ignoring anything but it’s actually dealing and resolving all these fundamental parts so one of the things that we start to do in this progression line of things as we start sometimes after a number of relationships realize that wait the source of the love is not the other person the source of the love is actually me how does that work well this person doing this thing represents a certain state to me much the same way as your sigils do in magic they represent a certain state and through accessing that emotional state we eventually start to anchor to link the two together then that state or that symbol becomes that thing right and when we then just see that thing oh you see that person’s face you instantly melt you know that’s great but now what happens when that person leaves or that situation changes suddenly now we don’t have access to that state anymore and we’re in pain we’ve literally created a divide within ourselves and the source of the state projecting that source of the state outside of ourselves to people places times things and events joe de spenza so well points out and as such we are lost you know it’s this eternal symbolism of the alchemist blindfolded in search of nature and nature walking right beside him you know we’re looking in the wrong direction for something that dwells within ourselves so when we are magi this is the thing we start to understand that the journey is within the thing that we’re looking for us is within ourselves it’s not in the world it doesn’t matter how much money you’re gonna have it doesn’t matter how much success and lovers and all these other material things we even see the symbolism in the bhagavad-gita of you know man being ridden wild by the saints the saints as being the horses that are chasing the chariot the chariot being the mind and it’s extra slavery inside of the world of tik tok and instagram today and other social media platforms where we’re seeing these rich sensory worlds which again we’ve been conditioned to that’s pleasure that’s ecstasy that’s joy that’s the other thing and we’re chasing those things we constantly feel ourselves in a sense of need and desperation and emptiness and sorrow for the things that we are quote unquote lacking and the reason we’re lacking them is because of cognitive dissonance you know and the ideas of cognitive dissonance can be very easy to understand we look at for example a game show like who wants to be a millionaire and an interesting thing happens inside of this experience we have a man that’s you know pretty well educated on general knowledge or whatever the the field is right sitting there being answered question by somebody reading cue cards right essentially and when we interview these people we will find that the audience tends to think that the person reading the cue cards is the most intelligent and you know if you’re thinking rationally about that i mean that guy’s just sitting there reading cue cards right he doesn’t know any of the knowledge this person struggling to answer it knows the extra funny thing is if we we ask the person being interviewed being asked the questions who’s most intelligent he also thinks the person asking them the questions is this is disproportionate it’s cognitive dissonance right now the problem with cognitive dissonance is it makes us go into the state of depression or lack of worth software and the moment we do that we make the world outside of our scene better and greater than it actually is it’s a psychological projection instead of recognizing the beauty and the po and the power and knowledge within us we suddenly project it outside of ourselves because of the state that we are in now look at the media look at the world look at society out there i mean think about it you go out and you go watch a movie today right firstly most movies have some kind of love story for one of our most basic human needs we need love we need a bond we want family we want to grow you know you may not consciously agree with that statement but i invite you to kind of look at the hurt behind that thing that kind of makes you makes you say that statement but when we dive into these basic survival fundamental needs of ourselves now we go out to hollywood movies and you see superman right you see a guy that is literally from another planet with supernatural powers and unnatural beauty who’s always perfect who can’t get the girl right he can’t he can’t you just the super being can’t get the girl you know and then if that being can’t get the girl how can we right you get what i’m saying there is this unconscious message being delivered in our society that creates a disproportionate perspective of self and that puts us in constant cognitive dissonance it puts us in this place where we’re constantly emotionally disconnected from our resourcefulness you don’t see common people in films or in magazines or anything like that in fact you know and i emphasize again jody spins this work but one of the things that he does brilliantly is on his youtube channel and his other works he shows common day-to-day people curing themselves from cancer doing these things and the reason he does that specifically is because only when you look at people that are doing the impossible and you link yourself but that’s like me they’ve got the word or the little belly or something like that they’re like me then your brain goes this is self-referable this is possible for me if they can do it i can do it and that’s when a large shift dynamically begins to happen with ourselves now one of the things about this cognitive dissonance space it creates a lot of drug addict-like behavior it creates a lot of desperate behavior and let me give you an example from uh robert johnson’s book ecstasy and in ecstasy he describes a wonderful little story about a british doctor that then studies some of the hindu diets in certain parts of india and he comes to the conclusion that there’s no way that these people should actually be nourished they should be rat like a cat living in those circumstances would be malnourished so he goes over to indiana he studies some of these people and he finds they’re not malnourished they’re fine then he takes them out of that environment he takes them to london and he puts them on the same diet and you know what three weeks in they’re malnourished and he starts to investigate this and he finds out the problem is that the food in london is too clean the environment they grow up there’s sometimes still like you know all kinds of where we would consider impurities inside of the food but as it turns out these very impurities is what is needed to create the probiotics and create all the other things that makes it still sustainable and still healthy for it it’s our attempt to kind of super purify super perfect that actually causes a lot because we’re judging this is good that is bad this is right that is wrong we’re constantly in this upheaval of dramas of dissonance and the problem with with this dissonance is we created the biggest one with ourselves when we started creating shame and attaching shame to us you know all those little desires and kinks and interest that you have where you’re like bad boy or bad girl not good enough not socially acceptable not the superhero that’s gonna struggle to get the girl you know not this idealized amargo not this idolized fantasy self and every time it’s not that divine sacred self it’s somehow impure not good enough bad wrong and as such we repress it more and more into the subconscious these shadow parts or shadows of as we say kind of then starts creating life’s of their own entire personalities exists inside of each and every one of us there’s an entire kingdom of quote-unquote heaven and hull existing inside of everyone’s personal unconscious and within that there are deeper tears and layers you have all the good intentions you wake up and you’re like i’m gonna start my day with power and you do the first day and then the second two weeks after that you can’t get out of bed right what’s the part of you that’s sabotaging you you know adding to this drama adding to this kind of concern now that part is the repressed components of yourself that is the part of yourself that you are disconnected from that you’re disassociated from that you have created shame to and we think that’s what we’re supposed to do oh this is bad that’s wrong yet if we look at magic you know what it’s taught us take the work of austin’s spare right and part of us and spirits after doing this complete work of the sigil creation is then to repress and force it into the unconscious and through that it takes on a life of its own okay so what happens when you repress and force down your guilt your shame your judgment your i’m uh impostor syndrome you’re i’m a weirdo i’m different i’m unaccepted i’m a failure these things take on lives of them of themselves and that’s why if we look at work like existential kink and other forms of therapy and processes like that the first part is to discover what’s pleasurable rediscover the light what do we say in in the dark side the clip-off contains within themselves the nitsuit suit the light within the darkness what’s the pleasure what’s the ecstasy behind your demonic self your darker aspects once we do that we can start integrating this and this is very crucial there’s this idea that i found very well kind of expressed in the book guy and alchemy and and in many others and but one of the things that stephen talks about in gaian alchemy is that part of our disconnect is this disconnect from our imaginative psyche and this complete materialistic component and we see that we become completely rational and the rational mind is incredibly important it’s what allows us some of the most abstract ideas that we’ve come to develop today machine learning the latest advances in neuroscience and biology computer programming and other technologies these are all the result of extreme rational thinking most of our medicine today is the result of extreme rational thinking but as anybody that explores the structure of somatic descent and the exploration of this we find a very interesting idea and this is an idea that was highlighted in the book and please forgive me i don’t recall the author but it was called my stroke of genius a woman who had a stroke to the left side of her brain and suddenly had the full expanse of the right side of her brain open up and the thing that happened is this fear this isolation this loneliness all this stuff it went away it disappeared she felt an incredible connection as of a connected she was a connected nerve to everything and everyone around her and sure was overwhelming at first but that’s again literally our nature right that’s you know as i spoke about it with dr bynum inside of that episode around the unconscious the unconscious is this massive ocean and our ego exists to help us kind of manage that thing so if works now suddenly opening all the floodgates that’s why a lot of people go mad or crazy when they’re suddenly starting to explore occultism they’re not ready for that onslaught of the unconscious it’s too big and too vast especially for someone who’s not initiated who is not trained and what i’m saying here though is very important still that your rational logical mind is fundamentally important it must be cultivated and must be developed because it’s given us the advances of science and of technology and all these other parts but it does not give happiness it disconnects us from our fundamental ecstasy it looks at the moons and the stars and goes these are just you know giant balls of gas and whatever it looks at the body and we’re just cells the magic is taken out and magic is meaning this is very important when viktor frankl one of the survival survivors of the holocaust you know was going through that terrible experience inside of the concentration camps and was basically saying what was the difference because there were people that came in they’re all in the same circumstances yet some people immediately basically shriveled up and died and others seemed to get stronger and healthier more vibrant and when he interviewed these people to find the difference he found the difference was not the circumstances the environment or any of these facts the difference was the meaning these people associated essentially when there was a more empowering meaning to this horrible experience those people thrived when the meaning was this is terrible this is failure this is empty these people died the body responded the psyche responds against to the message it shakti that calls on for shiva that’s the kundalini that longs for the desires the infinite you know emptiness of consciousness for its impression wants to fold and mold around it our emotional body is constantly looking to the mind to say what are we experiencing what is reality what is this journey what am i going to create what am i going to flow into what am i going to form into and if the message is unclear and unhealthy we struggle and now we live in a world it’s often times where you start judging yourself i can’t do that because of my sexual preference i can’t have that because of my color of my skin or my religion or my this or my economy or my this that or the other it’s funny how we will blame things on the economy or blame things on our gender when some of the greatest revolutions have been exactly in spite of that you know we talk about you know the economy going down but if we look at the pre the history of our species it was in recessions where some companies and some people became billionaires you know it was during covets pandemic when everyone’s like oh we’re missed where some of the first you know many new billionaires became part of the thing in fact even if you look at the sainsis reports there’s more people now than there were before that so our entire perspectives are self-referred based upon our internal beliefs our internal beliefs essentially determines our experience of reality and that determines the reality we are able to create now this is very important for the following reason you set upon this mountain known as the unconscious and we are only seeing the tip of its iceberg it contains within itself everything all these different archetypes beings components of the self so the way to find the ecstasy is to go inside there it’s to change your relationship with that and unlock these forces within yourself by starting to understand them it’s quite literally through the ladder of the imagination that we explore the tree of life and noticing and dealing and conversing actively as young would say active imagination it’s by then ritualizing these internal components of ourselves that we begin to actually get in touch with the portions of our psyche responsible for our joy for our ecstasy for the true delicious texture of life that then makes everything beautiful again and if life is not beautiful it’s because you’re disconnected from those things out there and that’s why i give the example that i did earlier in the story of ecstasy you see we have come to a place emotionally where we are male nourished we think to ourselves that when i have that car when this cleaned up version of status when i have that kind of fake relationships i have been there i’ve dated all the super models and i’ve you know had all the crazy you know billion dollar clients and things like that and sometimes that’s been the most horrific empty places that i’ve been emotionally because i was settling for super clean and super purified instead of sometimes enjoying the raw decadent nature of my own life and finding the beauty and the ecstasy in that and when i discovered that i discovered the rich nourishment so if you’re not experiencing ecstasy in your day-to-day life you are psychically male nourished and if you are psychically malnourished you’re more likely to be overeating you’re more likely to suffer from various forms of addiction you’re more likely to settle in relationships and in life in general you’re probably going to have fights about stupid pointless quotes on the internet and all these things if you look at the drama that’s out there that’s why it’s out there it’s out there because these people are emotionally and psychologically male nourished they’ve disconnected from their deliciousness they’ve disconnected from their ecstasy the things that make them feel alive are so deeply repressed in the unconscious because they’re so shamed and then what do they do they judge other people for the same thing they look for fights that are meaningless because they have lost sense with purpose if we look at the initial kind of symbolism of the pentagram that’s what it boils down to you have the four elements that represents the four fundamental aspects of human psychology which is the building blocks of the ego and then you have spirit that governs over all of them spirit is purpose it’s what is the purpose that unites your psychological air water and fire it is what is the uniting purpose between these different archetypes and psychic components within yourself to stop them being in rebellion having unconscious things that work against you on a day-to-day level what’s the harmony with yourself the purpose of religion is really gary and it’s latin root right to reconnect it’s to reconnect these various components of yourself and without a ritual practice a spiritual practice you don’t have that but here’s the problem that everyone has when they get into these magical ideas they’re interesting but they do the same thing i saw in the seduction communities you know people get so caught up on the script oh that that next and they’re so externally referenced and they don’t know all the steps because they’re not the ones that invented them there’s always the next course the next product the next grimoire the next book the next discovery past this and it becomes becomes a constant externalization of your power take the grimoires put them aside go sit and work with your dreams go sit in your ritual space and symbolize in your ritual space not what you picked up in a grimoire that says you need five candles and seven bunnies and whatever other rubbish that’s there go into your psyche close your eyes start to imagine create a secret garden or a sacred space you know create a representative representative of your higher self of your holy guardian angel of your demon and then speak to it actively out loud if you need to or internally and then let the imaginatory journeys play and then log everything by logging everything by reporting to somebody have somebody that you can work with a professional even you know an a young analyst if you can find one you know or somebody else who’s also committed to personal development that can hold you accountable that you share these things with and you help reflect ask yourself what does it mean because you don’t go and this is another problem that we see in here called see when going into those places and they go like oh the great demon excavar came to me and i am now his prophet no you are just deluded because you can’t deal with the you know intensity of the forces of the unconscious instead go and simply say what is this symbolic of now these pro the problem is that these forces can possess us they can become that attack that intense especially if we haven’t really dealt with them especially if we can’t find a middle ground and that’s the problem that a lot of people have when they start this work they try to go to the deepest level of the occult like the shimmer methoras and the goesh and everything and they’ve never even developed the circle what is the circle in magic that’s not the stones that you throw around in a group that’s not like you know oh by the powers of three about times threes none of that rubbish it’s a sense of a mature healthy boundary that’s the circle that’s why we create a circle it represents this personal boundary of a healthy well-adjusted ego because that’s what your ego is supposed to do it’s supposed to um liaise between the forces of your unconscious it’s supposed to negotiate come to terms with these different intense forces you know but what you have is you have a bunch of people that get completely irrational they completely jump the gun they go all the way to the other side and then they’re no longer part of society you know they’re all those extremes and that’s not healthy that’s now going to the exact opposite you know of the rational and that may give you wonderful moments and insights and experience the same way that the extreme rationale does but none of them is a whole being they’re only half sides of the coin and you need to be whole that’s the point of this entire journey that’s where the ecstasy lies that’s where the joy and the richness and the beauty of these things lie because why is this important in this whole living deliciously you see because once you start actively building this relationship within yourself you stop going you know when that person responds to my text i’ll be happy you know when i have x more followers on my social media then i’ll be happy you know when i finally find the one then i’ll be happy this is literally what magic has taught us is the exact way to not get any of that magic works on one simple fundamental principle you don’t need a new spell you don’t need a ritual you don’t need some secret grim or the principle is very simple it’s the law of entanglement whatever you vibrate and whatever is in a match of that vibration will show up in your life because you enter into psychic rapport with it so if you unlock the ecstasy the joy the happiness the fulfillment the deliciousness within yourself what’s gonna happen it’s gonna show up in your life now when it shows up it’s not instantly there now it maybe brings up other unconscious hidden repressed things that you have to deal with and heal with that’s what you then take into your ritual work that’s what you then symbolize through your candles as you represent your active imagination through that and you internally begin this work and this alchemy and this transformation that’s when you can relook at your grammars and now understand what these ancient magicians were you look also not just at those little maps those little methods and rituals you look at the technique the principle behind it the developmental theories that go into it and you create your own it’s the same as like a seduction guide right some guy gives you a thing about you know always i love that like stupid thing from the pickup arts community negging where you technically insult a woman but in a nice way like you’ll say something like oh you’re a model wow man like a hand model you know or you have a nice a nice hat it reminds me of my grandmother it’s these insulting things but then they’re said by people that are narcissists that aren’t actually confident and it just comes through the actual purpose behind that entire thing was not to telegraph over interest you know that you weren’t being influenced by the other person but you know how you really do that without a technique you figure out your personality might actually need some work as an individual and you should stop putting you know that on a pedestal you know the other person on a pedestal because the reason people fail there is not because of the technique but because they’re putting too much value in another person and not enough value in themselves because they haven’t discovered it and now again that can also be misinterpreted it can become this unhealthy ego or we call narcissism where they go like i’m great i’m great i’m great but deep down inside they go like oh man my mother keeps screaming at me i can’t afford my own place that’s an incongruent message they haven’t gone within they haven’t gone to the unconscious they haven’t dealt with this stuff and they haven’t then taken the necessary action in the rational logical world to bring that about to really create the transformation you know that voice may say you know when they go and i want my own place i want my own freedom you know you’re not going to get that from mom get off your butt get a job create your own reality start going there now you’re gonna have self-respect and the next person next time somebody tests you you’re gonna pass the test you’re not even gonna notice this one because you’re just that radiant person and that’s what that other individual is doing anyway they’re just trying to see like is this person for real the technique doesn’t matter the same as the spell the spell is irrelevant you have to write your own smells your own rituals your own grimoire and the only way you’re ever going to do that is by establishing a healthy relationship within yourself and then systemically increasing your deservingness of ecstasy your deservingness of wealth your deservingness of pleasure not because of mind games but because of actively discovering it within yourself already going within and finding the representative of your unconscious of that finding the memories of where that actually comes from your fears your beliefs in poverty and unlimited thinking and then changing and healing at that level and again you know i i i’m sharing this in the form of an episode an idea but trust me it’s real work this is what we spend so much time and ritual doing it and meditation and daily disciplines to change and heal these inner narratives because the story you tell yourself about why you don’t have what you want is the reason you don’t have what you want it’s when you go like people are this women are that men are this companies that this is my story you’re holding on to that is you holding on to an identity which is a collective of vibration your life your world is a reflection of that if you want more ecstasy you want more deliciousness you want more joy you want more happiness that is what you need to change you need to change who you are because who you are is the vault key on the tree of life on the collective unconscious on the actual fundamental quantum field from which all things are born all reality is created and when you do that you can begin to invite ecstasy in because you can begin to discover the mythology within yourself your own private heroes journey and by doing that the richness and the beauty come in from your emotions that then floods over into your behavior that then triggers quantum changes in the world in synchronicities and then the opportunities show up if you want your life to change go within go within and do the inner work that is necessary if you’re not sure how to do it there’s plenty programs out there that teaches you how to work with active imagination how to start interpreting your dreams but don’t do like so many others do when they go and they go into their ritual chambers and they work with other deities but they’re replacing the archetypes within themselves they’re repressing the inner story they’re numbing the depression they’re numbing the negative feelings instead of going and representing those negative feelings and beginning a dialogue with them you’re not a singular being you’re a multi-dimensional multi-plural being you’re a plural entity you have many beings within your unconscious and it’s time to start becoming a good ruler it’s time to get clear on what your ethics are what your ethos are what your vision and mission is for life and then it’s time to go with it and sit with the different you know archetypes and beings and deities there and then build that relationship and come all to the same point of agreement so you’re working with the different parts of yourself to your vision this is crucial because until you have worked through the ones in your personal unconscious you stand no chance against the ones in the collective unconscious and all these spiritual realms that we represent in the kabbalistic tree and on the other side those are even further and if you don’t have conscious awareness of these most basic ones within you you’re going to be ridden by the others you’re not going to have control and you’re going to see the madness that we see historically from all these little bastardized systems that don’t have the benefit of a healthy you know structure magic is not in the old world it’s the study of the new and if you’re not integrating the new insights in psychology and personal research and quantum mechanics and new biology and business and behavioral science with your magic you’re honestly just attaching yourself to the magician archetype which is the air archetype that means you’re only looking at one of your elements and not all four of them and you’re not even ready to look at the planetary dimensions or the ones behind them don’t let these little systems and books trick you to what this process is about this is a process of inner alchemical transformation and i know this hasn’t been the most delicious thing it’s not been in the scenes where i’m like oh you deserve all the joy in the world because i shouldn’t have to tell you that you should feel that you deserve the joy of the world and that you should have it first class and the best quality relationships and that you can have a beautifully rich magical life and a successful business life and successful relationships and great health and all of these things and if you’re not getting that if you are a serious magical practitioner and you’re putting your time into ritual and you’re doing all of these things but you’re not getting that it’s because you’re not doing this it’s because you’re out there chasing you know the candle you know and you’re not actually seeing mother nature right behind right next to you saying like hey here i am i’m here through your feelings i’m hearing your dreams i’m hearing your unconscious the higher self the demonic self the sacred self is always talking to you you don’t need a ritual a private dance or a strange sin of incantations and evocations to get in touch with it you know i was raised as a spiritualist and i learned very quickly that i don’t need a grammar to get in touch with any entities you know i can get in touch with the entities through my spirit guide because they got contact to every other spirit guide so i could just learn to talk to them and there and i didn’t need any of those things what i needed though is i needed to start off with active imagination to get myself in touch with that deeper part and then work with the symbolisms not to take these things literally but to look at them symbolically and then interpret the meaning and then relate that meaning to what’s actively going on in my life right now and what i’m actively working on and then to do the work you know but also at the same time to stand as the ethical king between the forces of the infinite and as you do that and you pull the trust of the various portions of yourself your ecstasy will begin to flow your joy and your happiness will begin to flow it won’t be externally dependent anymore because you’ve gotten in touch with the fundamental sources within yourself of that you’ll be self-validated and by being self-validated your emotional states will change as such your behavioral states will change from these behaviors you’ll get new new results new outcomes and that will build on top of each other and that’ll create a new destiny a new life for yourself you know that’s at the psychological level you know at the quantum mechanical your identity is changing as a result of this connecting with these other experiences your sense of your self your spirit sensation or what’s called the aura will change which means your energetic body will change which means it’ll change what it attracts and what it brings in your life from a quantum mechanical point of view your vibration shift equals your entanglement shift when your entanglement shifts that means what you gain access to in the collective field also shifts and now suddenly those new experiences come out but if those experiences come out and you’re not taking action on them you’re not following through on them it’s because there’s something still replaced in the psyche in the shadow and the unconscious preventing you from walking into your destiny that means costing another spell is not going to work it it means go into the dreams go into the sadness represent it dialogue with it engage with it you know come to common terms come to a shared purpose you know and then find the maturest expression of that that is relevant in this world because your archetypes don’t actually have a relationship with this world they live in the mythical world of the infinite they live in other dimensions and other realities and you are the representative of this world and if you can’t create harmony between the entities within you how are you going to create it with other people in this world and that’s necessary to build families to build business to build joy and that’s what you deserve you deserve your successful brand you deserve your happy you know polyamorous or monogamous relationship you deserve your tribe and you get to see people for their beauty not just for their positions we get caught on these positions we get caught having stupid fights when we have lost sight of the true vision within ourselves and our experience now when you do that i want to leave you with one more thought you’ve been programmed that there is limitations and there’s lacks and that’s because you’ve been referencing these things out externally when you start referring them internally suddenly new opportunities and new possibilities come out then you need to begin shifting your beliefs and your positions to recognize that what you want and who you are what your fundamental being is is not rare and unique you know that just serves your need for significance it’s abundant this weird creepy things or strange kinks that you have that’s so uniquely you they are rich they’re abundant there are thousands and thousands of people that have the same that want what you want that have the same kinks the same interest the same pleasures that have the same dreams for companies and for visions and for relationship dynamics they were in abundance the only reason you’re not getting it is because you’re perceiving yourself as lacked you’re perceiving yourself as limited you’re perceiving this is weird you’re still attaching shame to it instead of loving and embracing and opening up to these things as that they are abundant that they are rich that nature is fooled with this you know that you’re getting messages from the divine of possibilities all you have to do then is just find the healthiest way to express it you know the most beautiful and exciting way way that you can feel proud of and inspired by because if you’re doing that you’re going in 100 you’re fully present and that’s the energy of ecstasy that will attract everybody because everyone will go like that seems amazing i want to be part of that and you’re going to get more people to be part of that all right i hope this has been helpful i’m looking forward to seeing you in the next episode and i i wanted to say thank you again for everybody that has been a loyal subscriber to the show that’s been leaving their comments and everything no captain diabetes i am not changing the the length of my intro i don’t care what youtube’s algorithm says i like it and it’s going to stay but thanks for the comment and thanks for the feedback want to see yourself but from everybody else that’s been giving me kind of ideas and concepts um as the show grows please keep giving me comments keep giving me feedback help me create something that we can all find absolutely delicious and if i said something that sparked an idea an interest within you that’s maybe changed something also please let me know i’d love to hear your stories i am genuinely interested and curious about others because until we are all free not one of us is truly free anyway i’m adam knox and remember to live deliciously you